Day 1

This prayer of review is a short reflection back over the day. Recalling events and taking note of your feelings.  The purpose is to become more aware of the ways in which God has been present to you. The times when the Holy Spirit was drawing you towards life. 

St. Mother Teresa

Mother Teresa's story didn't begin in Calcutta. It began in Skopje, in a household where money was often scarce and faith was never negotiable. Her mother, Drana, held the family together through hard financial years, and it was from watching her that young Gonxha first learned something that would define the rest of her life: you can trust God even when you have no idea what tomorrow holds.

She wasn't a quiet, passive young woman. As a missionary sister, she was determined, energetic, even a little stubborn. God didn't erase that fire in her. He redirected it. On a train to Darjeeling in 1946, she heard what she would later call her "call within a call" — an invitation to leave the security of convent life behind and go find Christ in the streets, among people everyone else had learned to walk past. That call became the Missionaries of Charity.

Here is the part of her story that unsettles people most. For nearly fifty years, she felt almost nothing of God's presence. Darkness. Silence. And she kept going anyway — feeding, bathing, sitting with the dying, praying prayers that seemed to hit a closed door. Her holiness wasn't built on warm feelings. It was built on showing up.

That's the hard lesson buried in her life. Sainthood doesn't require feeling close to God. Sometimes it just means staying faithful when God feels absent entirely.

She also proved that love isn't abstract. It needs hands that actually do something — a will that's been surrendered, a discipline that doesn't quit when it's inconvenient. She took her own suffering and turned it into service for people the world had already given up on. Her life says something simple and hard: God works through weakness, through silence, through the moments we'd rather skip — as long as we keep saying yes.